episode eighty three - horses can sense fear **

horses can sense fear.

my grandmother hated them

she was scared of them.

she hated them

her fear became my fear

and my fear became my horse’s fear.

her fear became my fear

horses can sense fear.

her fear became my fear

horses can sense fear.

her fear became my fear

i was also scared of the ocean

because my grandfather could not swim.

he walked on the beach far from the water.

my father is terrified of disarray.

nervous as hell in the sprawl of los angeles.

when i lived there we were not very close.

my mother is not afraid of anything.

a ferocious lioness.

she frightened me to my core, and still does.

i never trusted her strength,

that ability to destroy.

i don’t think she knows that.

horses can sense fear.

i don’t think she knows that.

horses can sense fear.

i don’t think she knows that.

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