Abuela's Pantry #31

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I give up.

I give up on trying today.

Here's some sadder tunes.

Some are happily depressing but most of them are kind of too sad.

I am not sorry for being sad.

It's okay to be sad.

My feelings are valid, and so are your's.

I love you.


  1. In The Sink by Plumtree on Mass Teen Fainting (Cinnamon Toast Records)
  2. Odio by Planeta No on Odio (Beast Discos)
  3. Used to Spend by Chastity Belt on I Used to Spend So Much Time Alone (Hardly Art)
  4. No Nos Interesa by Las Olas on Canciones para Mis Amigxs (Piloto)
  5. Pretty Fucking Sick (Of It All) by Joanna Gruesome on Pretty Fucking Sick (Of It All) (Slumberland)
  6. Quit by Briana Marela on Quit (Jagjaguwar)
  7. Drive Me Home by Adult Mom on Soft Spots (Tiny Engines)
  8. so much strange to give by free cake for every creature on moving songs (sel-released)
  9. Spoiled by Infinity Crush on Warmth Equation (Joy Void)
  10. Fade Away by BOOSEGUMPS on (it takes time records)
  11. 3am at the party by soccer mommy on for young hearts (orchid tapes)
  12. Sleep Instead of Life by Told Slant on Going By (Double Double Whammy)
  13. When is enough? by Emily Yacina on Overflow (self-released)
  14. up high by deer scout on customs (food fox)
  15. conditions by squirrel flower on contact sports (n'a)
  16. love isn't all you need by molly drag on deeply flawed + 4 (Hellur Records)
  17. Push Me Down the Stairs by Nanami Ozone on Desire (Long Live Death Records)
  18. People You May Know by Hammydown on Pizzaface (n'a)
  19. I Get Lost by Soft Lions on XOXO (Velvet Blue Music)
  20. Drain Me by Bad Moves on Bad Movies (Don Giovanni Records)
  21. All My Armor by Half Waif on Kotekan (Self Released)
  22. it was never enough by Fog Lake on Virgo Indigo (orchid tapes)
  23. Quiero Estar a la Mierda Mirando el Cielo/Suelo by El cómodo silencio de los que hablan poco on run run (Piloto)
  24. Alien Girl by The Crabs on Jackpot (K Records)
  25. You're Both Alone by Dennis Driscoll on Voices In The Fog (k)
  26. When I Take out the Garbage at Night by Mount Eerie on A Crow Looked at Me (P. W. Elverum & Sun)
  27. Heroine by Vagabon on Persian Garden (self released)
  28. Why I Say No by Jay Som on Turn Into (Polyvinyl)
  29. I Lose by Daniel Johnston on rejected unknown (Which? Records)
  30. Because Dreaming Costs Money, My Dear by Mitski on Retired from Sad, New Career in Business
  31. Better Go by Mal Blum on You Look A Lot Like Me (Don Giovanni Records)
  32. Stupid Things by Yo La Tengo on Fade (Matador)
  33. Go Home by Julien Baker on Sprained Ankle (6131 Records)
  34. It Hurts Until It Doesn't by Mothers on It Hurts Until It Doesn't (Self-Released)
  35. If You Met Her by Palehound on If You Met Her (Polyvinyl Records)
  36. mejor que yo by alex y daniel on Alex & Daniel (Quemasucabeza)
  37. El Scorcho by Weezer on Pinkerton (DGC)