Abuela's Pantry #91

The year is almost over, 2018 has sucked but it also has helped me grow, heal, and love myself again.

Every year has its flaw, and while this year had a lot of political and cultural flaws that tend to overwhelm, each year also bring new knowledge, new understanding, and new strength.

You are so strong, and I am so happy you've made it this far.

I love you, and I am proud of you.


  1. Nobody by Mitski on Be The Cowboy (Dead Oceans)
  2. Restart by Pllush on Stranger to the Pain (Father/Daughter Records)
  3. one that suits me by hop along on bark your head off dog (Saddle Creek Records)
  4. Accommodate by Frankie Cosmos on Vessel (Sub Pop)
  5. Calling Out by Remember Sports on Slow Buzz (Father/Daughter)
  6. Bad Year by The Spook School on Could It Be Different? (Slumberland)
  7. Golden Boi by Dot Vom on Melatonin EP (text me records)
  8. Room by Shamir (Father/Daughter Records)
  9. Creature of Habit by Dear Nora on Skulls Example (Ordinal)
  10. Dreams - Recorded at Spotify Studios NYC by Japanese Breakfast on spotify singles (spotify)
  11. Don't Judge Me by Janelle Monáe on Dirty Computer (Bad Boy Records)
  12. wrong by Erik Phillips on one (self-released)
  13. Winter Song IV by Tasha on Alone at Last (Father/Daughter Records)
  14. May I Be The Light by LUMP on Self-Titled (Dead Oceans)
  15. Scorpio Rising by Soccer Mommy on Clean (Fat Possum)
  16. I Eat Salads Now by Sidney Gish on No Dogs Allowed (Sidney Gish)
  17. sorry charlie by gobbinjr on ocala wick (Topshelf Records)
  18. Happy Kitten by Rose Droll on Your Dog (Father/Daughter)
  19. Over And Out/Sticky Sunrise (feat. Janelle Monáe) by The Coup on Sorry to Bother You: The Soundtrack (Interscope Records)
  20. Lean In When I Suffer by Speedy Ortiz on Twerp Verse (Carpark Records)
  21. Still Learning by Madeline Kenney ft Naytronix on Still Learning (Carpark)
  22. Picturesong by Girlpool (feat. Dev Hines) on Picturesong (Anti-)
  23. Old Town by Say Sue Me (Damnably)
  24. Paying Off The Happiness by Illuminati Hotties on Kiss Yr Frenemies (Tiny Engines)
  25. Smart by Nice Try (self-released)
  26. Forever Mine by Eternal Summer (nevado)
  27. Quiero Otono de Nuevo by Mint Field on Pasar de las Luces (Innovative Leisure)
  28. I'm Over It by Blushh on I'm Over It (Yellow K)
  29. Loser by thanks for coming on Back at it Again
  30. Heat Wave by Snail Mail on lush (matador)
  31. So Stupid by Tigercats on Pig City (Norman Records)
  32. Anybody by FLOOR CRY on Anybody (772094 Records DK)
  33. Make Out in My Car - Sufjan Stevens Version by Moses Sumney on Make Out in My Car: Chameleon Suite (Jagjaguwar)
  34. Housekeeping by Bellows on Housekeeping (New Clothing)
  35. A Friend Named Paul by Varsity on Parallel Person (Babe City Records)
  36. Boyfriend's Car by Colour Me Wednesday on Counting Pennies in the Afterlife (Dovetown / KROD Records)
  37. Picture of Health by Muncie Girls on Fixed Ideals (Specialist Subject Records)