The Infinite Kaleidoscope 20 "Longing to Grow"

“Longing to Grow” is a line from Los Angeles musician Shannon Lay’s new single, “Rare to Wake”. I feel like the lyrics of this song describe where many of us are mentally right now:

"I'm longing to grow
Without change, something
Sleeps inside us

Rare to wake

Sleep, I must awaken
Have you always been who you are?

Without change, something
Sleeps inside us

Rare to wake

I will miss my home

But I'm longing to grow

I will miss my pain

And I have to make way for something better (make way)

Without change, something
Sleeps inside us

Rare to wake

Have you always been who you are?"

Playlist

  1. The Crossing by Colleen on The Tunnel and the Clearing (Thrill Jockey Records) New
  2. Rare to Wake by Shannon Lay on Rare to Wake (Sub Pop) New Local
  3. Through the Fog by Marinero on Hella Love (℗ 2021 Hardly Art) New Local
  4. Flowers by Julianna Barwick on Healing Is a Miracle (℗ 2020 Ninja Tune) New
  5. A Certain Person by Light Asylum on Light Asylum (℗ 2020 Emerald Tide Music)
  6. Good Clean Men by All Your Sisters on Modern Failures (℗ 2014 The Flenser) Local
  7. She's a Beam by Ty Segall & Cory Hanson (℗ 2020 Drag City Records) New
  8. Are You With Me Now? by Cate Le Bon on Mug Museum (℗ 2013 Wichita Recordings)
  9. Change Is Now by The Byrds on The Notorious Byrd Brothers (℗ 1989, 1990, 1997 Sony Music Entertainment Inc.)
  10. Changes by David Bowie on Hunky Dory (Remastered) (℗ 2015 Jones/Tintoretto Entertainment Co, LLC under exclusive license to Parlophone Records Ltd, a Warner Music Group Company)
  11. As Tears Go By (Stereo Version) by Twice As Much on Own Up (Stereo Version) (℗ 1966 Immediate)
  12. You've Got to Learn by Nina Simone on I Put a Spell On You (℗ 2013 The Verve Music Group, a Division of UMG Recordings, Inc.)
  13. Turning Wheel by Spellling on The Turning Wheel (℗ 2021 Spellling under exclusive license to Sacred Bones Records) New Local
  14. Ask Me No Questions by Bridget St John on Ask Me No Questions (℗ 1969 Cherry Red Records)
  15. Be All Things by Chelsea Wolfe on Birth of Violence (Sargent House)
  16. Be Here to Love Me by Townes Van Zandt on Our Mother the Mountain (℗ 2007 Fat Possum Records)
  17. I See You by The Pretty Things on S.F. Sorrow (℗ 1986 Snapper Music)
  18. Winds Change by Orville Peck on Pony (℗ 2019 Sub Pop Records)
  19. As the World Turns by Jessica Pratt on Quiet Signs (℗ 2019 Kemado Records, Inc., d/b/a Mexican Summer)
  20. Hot Blood In the Sun by Steve Lake & Mia Dean on Blood Moon Wedding (self released) New Local
  21. Ugly Sister by Human Leather on Lazy Karaoke (℗ 2018 Cercle Social)
  22. Tenderness by Jay Som on Anak Ko (℗ 2019 Polyvinyl Record Co.)
  23. forwards beckon rebound by Adrianne Lenker on songs (℗ 2020 Adrianne Lenker under exclusive license to 4AD Ltd) New
  24. James Wavey - Energy Salutation by ALLEYES MANIFEST (self released) New Local
  25. Permission by SRSQ on Unreality (℗ 2018 Dais Records)
  26. Every Heaven in Between by Chasms on The Mirage (℗ 2019 felte)
  27. Moonchild by Marissa Nadler on Instead of Dreaming (℗ 2021 Marissa Nadler Music under exclusive license to Sacred Bones Records) New
  28. Star Children Theme (Bonus Version) by Steven Halpern on Spectrum Suite (℗ 1976 Inner Peace Music)